I slide into the middle seat, and take your hand. I don't say anything, and neither do you. We just drive and soon tears are falling from my eyes too. You ask what is wrong, and the only thing reason i can think of as to why i'd be crying is you are hurt and i don't know how to fix it. You laugh and tell me i am silly, but that you miss me being silly. I still don't know what is going on and it doesn't seem like you are going to bring it up, so i ask. You pull over and turn to face me. "Nothing has changed." I don't know what you are talking about, if you are talking about between the two of us then you are dead wrong, everything has changed but if you are talking about between you and her then i am lost, so i just wait. "She told me that she was done with the other guys, and i believed her. I messed up, i messed up our friendship for some dumb girl, but nothing has changed. Remember when i told you i had no feeling for her? I wasn't lying. I was just confused. Nothing has changed in the way that you are and will always be my best friend and the girl I am in love with."
[Flash forward to the present.]
You said you weren't going to kiss me that night because you wanted things to be different this time around, but how can it be any different... when she is still trying to get back with you and you are still trying to convince yourself you are in love with me?
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